HELLO-GOODBYE
Flower means simplicity.
and it's you that I desire.
SHOUT OUT LOUD
Road Run today (: Okay Road Walk? At least, this year my class ain't the last group that are slowly strolling in :X I should really really start studying. It's not far from A levels though it's only Feb. But ya know, time passes really fast when you're not noticing yea? But I really want to go shopping so badly. Can I just squeeze in some time from my weekends to go shopping with my momma?
Okay.
Econs Essay. Geography ( Everything in green book), Math Probability Tutorial, Physics Superposition Tutorial.
Well, at least I dont have GP assignment ( if I'm not wrong) :D
It's a feeling that I never thought I would experience again.
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Oh yea, And there's a girl carrying the same bag as me on Monday. I was like !@#$%^&! But I think clarissa said something nasty and I think she saw my bag too so the next day, Hazwani didnt see her carrying that bag anymore. I'm like I WON :D
To buy or not to buy, that's the question.
Okay. Spin the Bottle at Heeren have a
very very very hot bag & I like it, no
LOVE it. It's not very expensive but I think it doesn't really worth the money. But the problem is that i
LOVE IT. It's
hot pink <--- (hotter than this) in colour! :DD It's nice okay, people?
Well, I think I'll just buy it on friday :D (people! don't snatch with me!)
GIS training was fun with Andrew, Amos and Xin Rong(: Had a great time talking, jokng and laughing at somethings :X Actually, it's kinda fun to sit in front of the comp and deisgn maps and stuff. It's cool yea? Better than real estate O: Maybe I should consider this job though it's hiring very little people in Singapore ( I heard) and NUS doesn't offer GIS as a course but only as a module. Maybe I wil go overseas to study this or maybe even work there :D Fun isn't it?
Alright. Back to Geography. Oh yea! I got Econs tutorial tml and I've missed out alot. And I've got structured remedial tml from 5pm-6pm while I end school at 1pm. It's like, joke uh?
Passport photo taking tml ! :D
I'm so SO
SOO RELUCTANT TO STUDY GEOGRAPHY. Gosh, how I wish that i could drop out of JC and do whatever I want.
Drop out and work. This is like ringing in my head since school started.
KILL ME!Anyway,
HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY TO EVERYBODY (:Maybe it's not so bad after all to be single with a crush.
I hate myself. Why don't the school let me repeat? .... Stressed. I just want to lend a shoulder to cry on. That's all the encouragement and comfort I need. If you were there ...
Buried deep down in my sorrows.
sometimes when everything seems too perfect, like nothing could go wrong. you start to wonder if its all a dream. and the next moment. it all turns into a bad dream, a nightmare that doesnt seems to end.
aiyah, pictures ain't very clear. & dont mind my un-glamness
and some
super outdated photos with fiona, wani and luyin during our ocip trip <3>
& once the conversation starts,attracted to you, not anymore. Muffin baking yesterday was a success with HuiChin! :D It was fun laa when you do baking with your friends as compared to when you do it alone. Maybe I should take up baking lessons water A's and also driving lessons after 18? Clubbing? Under Pending.
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and yea, i got my mortal's name(: i wonder who's my angel anyway..
Cerebral Palsy Centre was okay, quite intimidating at first but I think I can offer help to them in the next few sessions. Yea, I'm sure.
I wanna do some baking, badly! Maybe, some chocolate muffins?
Wait, complete your GP first. Period ):
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My chocolate muffins all chao ta la cos' I forgot to grease the container. *Cries*. Good thing I finished off my homework first if not I'm wasting my time :D
Read quite a number of blogs of some "TPJC gonna-be" complaining and ranting about how much they are reluctant to go to TPJC. Come on la! It's just two years? Make new friends there like how I used to. I'm not living in the East area and that's why, most of my friends are not in TPJC. Friends make your life easier & I don't understand why people kept commenting on TPJC is a slack JC. It's you who determine whether to be slack or not, not the school. Oh please. Get a life. If you're disciplined, no matter which JC you go, you will excel.
TPJC is not bad afterall, there are nice people there(: Make friends! It's not all about mugging yo. Okay. Irritated. Period.
I'll never know who you are, never ever.
There's not much time left. Heading off to training at the home beside Meridian JC tomorrow(: Meeting up with Fiona and the rest tml. Haven't been seeing her for quite a long time yea? Have been busy with school and stuff. We got lots to catch up babe(:
I want to get good grades laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. 2 weeks to cover everything in Hydro before lecture test. I must do well in this test if not, I'll be forced to "drop" geography again. lol.
It's time to let go of everything what I had for a year. If you could hear my voice in my heart, you should know it's not easy. I've been giving myself many excuses and reasons but it's useless. Why not give myself a chance to let go?
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Results are
unsightly, horrible, indescribable.Study la can.
But can studying bring me out of this mess and not think about it?
