HELLO-GOODBYE
Flower means simplicity.
and it's you that I desire.
SHOUT OUT LOUD
Last night, I told you. Finally, I plucked up my courage to tell you. It's not because I dont love you, but I know it's the right thing to do. You're busy with your exams and I'm just being a burden to you. It hurts to put up a strong front in front of you when my heart is bleeding but I gotta do it. I'm not confident at all that we will get back together after your exam. I'm taking a risk cos' I know it's not worth it to flunk an important exam because of a relationship. I've undergo this before, that's why I know. It's hard to make this decision but for the sake of not letting you regret, I would rather suffer this pain all by myself. I've counted the days, it's around 120days which is 4 months long. I can take up this challenge right?
You may not be thinking of me right now. You may hate me for doing this. You may not love me after that 4months. Or maybe, you already dont love me. Who knows? I'm not afraid to say that I'm scared to lose you. Cos' it's true.
You should know I got alot of stuff to tell you. But I didn't right? Cos' once I tell you my problems and how I feel, it will definitely affect and you will get distracted. You should understand why I am comtemplating between whether to tell you anot. I dont know how to explain in words but try to put yourself in my shoes.
This post is for you boy. I hope you'll get to see it.
