SHOUT OUT LOUD
I really screwed up my Math paper. Well, I forgot how to do partial fraction cos' my mind blanked out. 9marks gone. For the graph, the whole thing is wrong cos' I didn't bracket the equation. GG-fied. Question 1 and 3 are gone. I'm gonna get a U grade :D
Well, guess I really have to drop my combination. It's either Physics or Geography. Hope I'll do well in Promos then they give me a 2nd chance. But FAT HOPE yea? :X
While I was doing the Math paper, I literally flare up can? I crushed up the paper with workings and threw it on the floor. I can't believe I did that. SiongMin, who was sitting behind me, got a shock :X
Had PW meeting after that, it was the shortest meeting :D ( cos we only have to amend the survey questions) Anyway,
SOMETHING perked me up and I wasn't that sad afterall :D
And due to exam stress, I bought stuff after exam and spent over 70 bucks. Yea,blame on exams :X
I'm not gonna finish my revision by Tuesday. So be it then. I just don't fit to be in a JC cos' I'm just too emotional. I'm just too easily banged down by little things.
I've really tried my best not to get distracted already but still it didn't work out. Stupid huh? Well, it's good to let go of what's not yours. No use hanging on to it when it's not yours. He's not gonna feel happy anyway. He need her, not me. Right now, I really need someone to talk to but who? Either they are asleep or studying. Hehs.
I dont know how to say. I just dont know how to express my feelings now.I just miss you and that's wrong. Thanks dude.
我只是太想你.
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I've got so much to tell you but you're always so busy, so busy to even hear what I've to say.
I have been trusting you more than I should and all these while, you're taking me for granted. You dont pay any attention to me anymore like you did in the past. You've changed, you're not that nice to me now. Or am I being too nice and that's why you're taking me for granted? Shall we just put it to the end since I am not the important or treasured one anymore? I want to know what's your heart saying. If you dont wanna continue, then just forget it k? Dont pretend that you love me anymore cos' there's another girl in your heart. Dont you know that you have hurt me too deep down for it to be mended?
Baby, let this be the last teardrop for you.
It seems that you dont love me as much as before.
Is it true ?
- but i still really do.
Athalie, Hui Chin, Me :D
Right, this photo is overdued and I tooked from HuiChin's blog. I went to help her out with Youth for Youth Project and it turned out not bad. At first, I was like KIDS? You want me to handle kids? I think I'll die before the 3hours activity ends. But it turned out be that I can kinda communicate with them. They are nice and cute people :D They ain't scary I thought they were.
p.s. I didn't really like kids at the start :X
It's like you're all alone now.Nobody's gonna listen to a word you say.All I've got is nothing.
I Wanted You - Ina
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way.
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted youI,
I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
and this is how much I wanted you.
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